Dwelling in anger.
Chained to regret.
Stuck in states of hopelessness, no sign of repent.
Constant reminders of why I'm still here.
I’m a constant reminder of everything I fear.
I am anxious. I am depressed.
I am in a constant struggle of keeping myself from choking to death.
I need to be saved. I need to be helped.
I won't be bothered by thoughts of death.
No longer can I tell myself that I'll be okay.
I've got myself into this, now I need an escape.
No longer will I tell myself I'm just alright.
When I know, this is what keeps me up at night.
And I set myself up for disappoint.
I let myself down.
I bother myself.
I am troubled inside. Desperate for struggle.
Or to stay. Alive.
UK82-inspired hardcore punk from Christchurch, New Zealand, gruff and fast and economical and, of course, righteously pissed. Bandcamp New & Notable Jun 16, 2020
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